As humans, we have the ability to make conscious decisions. Everyday, we wake up, take inventory of our feelings and emotions, and make decisions for how we are going to show up in the world. When we put conscious thinking behind our decisions, it tends to be full of “shoulds” or “should nots.”. When thought is not put behind our actions, our animalistic desire will kick in and we will act in the way that will most likely allow us to survive.
So, my question to you, is what happens when too much thought is put behind the way we show up every day? What happens to our animal within?
Working at a high school boarding school I witnessed teenage girls constantly choosing to sacrifice food in order to like their bodies more. It was a conscious choice, not necessarily based off their core values.
I think about one individual in particular who could have excelled at athletics- and wanted to- but showed up at practice weak and dehydrated every day.
Recently, a girl friend of mine told me that she feels the need to gossip at work- “It’s the only way people like you there,” she said through tears. So everyday, she walks into the office- unhappy- and listens to and participates in the office drama and come home feeling worn out and disappointed in herself.
This is no comparison the optimistic, upbeat young woman I knew in college- one who would never put down another- to this defeated, and sometimes hurtful young professional.
But what about Marc Elliot? Marc is a young man with Turret syndrome, who spent his childhood and early adulthood attempting to stay quiet and not call attention to himself. He was embarrassed about how he acted and the response from society reaffirmed his embarrassment.
It wasn’t until Marc realized the opportunity he had to educate and make a difference. He is now a motivational speaker and an inspiration to me, and since embracing his differences, and being true to himself, he has seen a decrease of his symptoms.
No- you, in your defaulted animalistic state is not perfect. But neither would you be if you conformed to each piece of feedback you received. Discovering your purpose in the world and staying true to that purpose every day will take adapting. Knowing what you care about- what you value- and making sure your actions and behaviors align with those values means you have to spend the rest of your life being intentional.
We need to evaluate the progress and sacrifices we make when we observe, tame, beat, starve, or parade our inner animal.
First off, I love the Lion, what a great visual for your post! Second, its amazing how much more productive in the work environment I am and how much better I feel about myself in my personal life when I maintain a conscious mind to the decisions I make. When I am not intentional about how I expect to be is when I fail and feel horrible about myself…thanks for the post its a great reminder to stay diligent and less reactive in life and be more purposeful about the direction you take each day!
Zach, I thought of you when I chose the lion image! In agreement, it is a fantastic picture.
Could you switch your thought process and view those “failures” as opportunities to be aware, reflect, and make a different choice next time? Remember, we are each human and will, inevitably, not be intentional with every moment. Make sure you remember to celebrate the moments of success you do have- when you positively impact others- when you live with intention aligned with your mission- when you ask instead of tell- when you follow up or reach out.
Thanks for your post!